The Diaries...

<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large; line-height: 115%; text-align: left;">Dugo sam razmišljala o tome kako da započnem ove dnevnike iz nekolika razloga:</span></div><ol><li><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">gotovo je neprirodno opet sjesti i pisati nakon godinu dana ( nepisanja/pisanja površnih tekstova o modi za Korporaciju)</span></span></span></div></li><li><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">kao da sam izgubila dar (ako sam ga ikad i imala)</span></span></span></div></li><li><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">ne znam više obraćam li se isključivo sebi ili i drugima</span></span></span></div></li><li><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">za razliku od prije, htjela bih pisati o nečem pozitivnom jer se sada, usprkos svemu, osjećam dobro, recimo o tome kako je ovaj ulazak u 30-e fantastičan, kako ću baš obožavati 30-e i kako mislim da će to biti najbolje godine mog života </span></span></span></div></li></ol><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="line-height: 18.4px;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEispYwEJ6e_R5OuwIn5Un9GQuD8BvS-p9af9sPMWTM0rZeYuK8gDdTCftOWd96A1TpPNGyOUrJuFfZ-PLB2kIe15DFV5izaW11w7a4b5jGwsweJHrYmUjTdh67SvEVttTwn3wUmW07-6BA/s1600/71d890d98972206e675b02ad936169da.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEispYwEJ6e_R5OuwIn5Un9GQuD8BvS-p9af9sPMWTM0rZeYuK8gDdTCftOWd96A1TpPNGyOUrJuFfZ-PLB2kIe15DFV5izaW11w7a4b5jGwsweJHrYmUjTdh67SvEVttTwn3wUmW07-6BA/s640/71d890d98972206e675b02ad936169da.jpg" width="453" /></a></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="line-height: 18.4px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">Sjedam, započinjem pa odustajem, ustajem pa opet sjedam. Već danima pokušavam napisati suvislu rečenicu i nastaviti tamo gdje sam stala. Znam li uopće više pisati i jesam li ikad znala? Malčice sigurnija u sebe, ali opet maksimalno samokritična opet se osjećam kao varalica. U svakom slučaju neobično je sjesti i prelaziti prstima po tipkovnici, a ona misao, konstantan demon iznad moje glavi opet vrišti: "Ovo nema smisla, najbolje je da prestaneš, zašto uopće sve ovo radiš". "U najmanju ruku da budem korisna, da ovaj dan ima smisla", odgovara moje racionalno ja. Pa kad sam već počela, budimo ovdje sada u mom najdubljem ja. </span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6W8r8_DWM7g2iUlRyETbiqbKPr7VIQUQVtTe-b2xW9iO270_AAfaTP2bAof4Np2Tt8_mbSAYpyKN2KbtPcmn_d2XYBVgyRxY3hdK78sntZ0zMbusb4o4crnPMk-ktl-FlcAQLRugT5rE/s1600/632a49bc8a9b5b195c8d062f13631c9f.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6W8r8_DWM7g2iUlRyETbiqbKPr7VIQUQVtTe-b2xW9iO270_AAfaTP2bAof4Np2Tt8_mbSAYpyKN2KbtPcmn_d2XYBVgyRxY3hdK78sntZ0zMbusb4o4crnPMk-ktl-FlcAQLRugT5rE/s1600/632a49bc8a9b5b195c8d062f13631c9f.jpg" /></a></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Jedno sivo nedjeljno popodne G. i ja ispijamo svoje kave, otpuhujem dim cigarete nakon koje lančano slijedi još jedna. On se hvata za prsa i puštajući onu "tetku" van govori: "C. tako mi nije dobro, tako sam tjeskoban. Mi smo tako neprilagođeni" i nastavlja: "Moraš prihvatiti svoju depresiju, ne boj se depresije, pusti da prođe kroz tebe i napravi ono što treba, a onda je otpustiti s ljubavlju. Ta je rečenica bila sasvim na tragu misli koju sam konstantno ponavljala dok sam prošle zime sjedila na balkonu u kaputu, ispijajući hladan čaj i pušeći cigarete. Ta misao koja je mi je tada konstantno strujala glavom bila je: "Zaroni, uroni u svoju depresiju". </span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgPm5YhyphenhyphenZNylYgMSSzcypQqmgshWKkUcDoJ6dUsNAFLTQRm9p6iiM5k8SVh7JSrDr7nGiLGr8zaX3Tve5Rv6wMOv9vevKkTVMWb29HVYyoG8bvNB8v7YiJ9432gEeEtDBLTwcCZpK5hiLE/s1600/102c9b944fc926e377ef54ce7df6fe4b.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgPm5YhyphenhyphenZNylYgMSSzcypQqmgshWKkUcDoJ6dUsNAFLTQRm9p6iiM5k8SVh7JSrDr7nGiLGr8zaX3Tve5Rv6wMOv9vevKkTVMWb29HVYyoG8bvNB8v7YiJ9432gEeEtDBLTwcCZpK5hiLE/s1600/102c9b944fc926e377ef54ce7df6fe4b.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Još uvijek radim na tome da shvatim kako ne treba bježati niti od jednog aspekta sebe. (Work on it. I tama i svijetlo su dobri i zdravi. Ni kućica, ni more nisu rješenje jer ne postoji ultimativna sreća.)</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">''We delight in the beauty of the butterfly, but rarely admit the changes it has gone through to achieve that beauty.'' </span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">Maya Angelou</span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"> </span> </span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">Bit života je nadrasti sebe. </span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Bitno je spoznati sebe i raditi prema svojim principima.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Nauči nešto iz ovog, nemoj si trošiti vrijeme. Trebaš si naći identitet. Regrupirati se, napisati knjigu. Taj identitet koji imaš sad, njega je izmislila srednjoškolka, sada igraš tu ulogu, ali ona je postala nefleksibilna, nemaš više mogućnosti. Ljudi su lijeni u spoznaji, ne postoji potpuni mir i apsolutna sreća.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"> </span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span lang="hr-HR">"Osjećam kao da je cijeli moj identitet za posrat se", rekla je ona. </span></span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Ja bih život kao u onim hipsterskim filmovima u kojima nema happy enda, ali kraj bar ostavlja dojam lakoće postojanja.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgjX9XPNxgXRX7tlofhh6o0ripkmg-Yj7ref4Ga43QlrNGnpqufJvOL3anFF3T17D-yUJGyMRCsj5cOXGxPCDPHbzPWH8kOBRvwnZAJ17s3J3uRoWrjSat8ScJudCH0o-XsHqbNq4ZPHD8/s1600/27b9b1b791de61f2246c121b2504d77a.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgjX9XPNxgXRX7tlofhh6o0ripkmg-Yj7ref4Ga43QlrNGnpqufJvOL3anFF3T17D-yUJGyMRCsj5cOXGxPCDPHbzPWH8kOBRvwnZAJ17s3J3uRoWrjSat8ScJudCH0o-XsHqbNq4ZPHD8/s1600/27b9b1b791de61f2246c121b2504d77a.jpg" /></a></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><b><br /></b></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>O emancipaciji</b></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span lang="hr-HR">Neke žene ne žele </span></span></span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span lang="hr-HR">emancipaciju, niti razmišljaju o njoj, one se samo žele udati i roditi djecu.</span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span lang="hr-HR"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span lang="hr-HR">Gledala sam "The Danish Girl", a onda sam opsesivno </span></span></span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span lang="hr-HR"><i>googlala</i></span></span></span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span lang="hr-HR">pravu priču. Ispostavilo se da je prava priča još tužnija. Razmišljala sam o tome ne igramo li svi mi uloge koje ne želimo (ne glumimo li svi da smo nešto drugo ne bi li zadovoljili druge ljude). Svi smo mi Lili Elbe, naš je život čista performativnost. Voljela bih imati hrabrost da idem do kraja kao Lili, da budem svake sekunde ono što zaista jesam bez straha.</span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span lang="hr-HR"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="font-family: "helvetica" , "arial" , "lucida grande" , "tahoma" , "verdana" , "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Odučili su nas od apstraktnog mišljenja </span></span></span></span></span><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'times new roman', serif; font-size: large; line-height: 24.189px;">kroz edukaciju</span><span style="color: #333333; font-family: 'times new roman', serif; font-size: large; line-height: 0.64cm;">, moramo se vratiti istom.</span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="font-family: "helvetica" , "arial" , "lucida grande" , "tahoma" , "verdana" , "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"></span></span></span></span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEggvhCuD75dU8mkPo3u9RM76Iwxsz3r5WktliV6rdykyE_aD-JV3DBaqEJ0DZ9frjL7VJsX5P4BQTtSJWEBEVS1jMqXoaxlsiHrYN9Difzb1sgBkHgxaKcz0xj6HG4FBLyNJ14v13fVfT8/s1600/cc9d6434256dc9008f4986d8d9a5075b.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEggvhCuD75dU8mkPo3u9RM76Iwxsz3r5WktliV6rdykyE_aD-JV3DBaqEJ0DZ9frjL7VJsX5P4BQTtSJWEBEVS1jMqXoaxlsiHrYN9Difzb1sgBkHgxaKcz0xj6HG4FBLyNJ14v13fVfT8/s1600/cc9d6434256dc9008f4986d8d9a5075b.jpg" /></a></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="font-family: "helvetica" , "arial" , "lucida grande" , "tahoma" , "verdana" , "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="font-family: "helvetica" , "arial" , "lucida grande" , "tahoma" , "verdana" , "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="hr-HR"><b>O ljubavi</b></span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="hr-HR"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="hr-HR">Samo majka daje bezuvjetnu ljubav.</span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="hr-HR"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="hr-HR">Znaš da je on/ona "the one" kada spoznaš njegove/njezine mane, ali shvatiš da možeš živjeti s tim.</span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="hr-HR"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><ul> <div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 138%; margin-bottom: 0cm; margin-right: 0.05cm; padding: 0cm; page-break-before: auto;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span lang="hr-HR">"E znaš kaj sam shvatila. Ti prekidi su svi isti. Nije mi to više ništa novo. Znam kako to ide. Od onog kada zaspeš navečer i zaboraviš na sve pa se ujutro probudiš i taman kada se razbudiš shvatiš: "A kurac jad". I onda se film tako vrti danima. I to pretumbavanje u flavi. I taj miks emocija. I to faljenje pa bijes. Bijes za faljenje. Pa faze mira do potpune ekstatičnosti pa opet najgori </span></span></span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span lang="hr-HR"><i>down. </i></span></span></span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span lang="hr-HR">Pa čekanje pored mobitela. Hoće li se javiti makar joj/ mu samo želiš reći da popuši kitu. Mnoga opijanja, devastacije svakakve, autodestrukcija najžešća i onda prođe, brže ili sporije, ovisno o tome koliko je veza trajala i koliko si bio/bila emotivno involviran/involvirana. To treba preboljeti kao gripu, jednostavno znaš kako ide, stisneš zube i izdržiš". Baš je nekako simpatično to objasnila D. Razmišljam...možda se žene zato i udaju, jer im se ne prolaziti kroz ista sranja opet iznova. Zapravo uopće ne razumijem koncept braka + trenutačno se uopće ne mogu poistovjetiti s patnjom ili osjećam zaljubljenosti/ljubavi. Baš mi se sviđa taj osjećaj. Nekako sam nedodirljiva i najbolja sebi na taj način/nitko me ne može povrijediti.</span></span></span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 138%; margin-bottom: 0cm; margin-right: 0.05cm; padding: 0cm; page-break-before: auto;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span lang="hr-HR"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></div></ul><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-TbK3GZDiJ-v60-pzJgH_u0oUauqQk70pBRTUYvZHUwjBg_oEBvvJOXFi74h62c4HlS6DowKzJDOZTqRPANYJKwcEtgxVUAuEv0E0RBHlmkltMmEYBf1nKQJ8cscOZnPOhaGi70anOUU/s1600/b8d42e9e86bef0917e464ca7509a8b65.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-TbK3GZDiJ-v60-pzJgH_u0oUauqQk70pBRTUYvZHUwjBg_oEBvvJOXFi74h62c4HlS6DowKzJDOZTqRPANYJKwcEtgxVUAuEv0E0RBHlmkltMmEYBf1nKQJ8cscOZnPOhaGi70anOUU/s640/b8d42e9e86bef0917e464ca7509a8b65.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 138%; margin-bottom: 0cm; margin-right: 0.05cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">"Ali vi biste trebali znati da iznevjerene nade znače oslobođenje od iluzija."</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">"Danas sam pametniji nego jučer, nego prije 10 minuta" i "Bol nikad ne ode, samo naučiš živjeti s njom" </span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #141823;">“<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">Intimnost zapravo nije moguće požurivati. Posrijedi je proces, a ne događaj. Intimnošću nije moguće upravljati. Kao ni osjećaj, nije ju moguće zadržati niti ponoviti po volji. Intimnost opažamo, ne stvaramo ju”.<br />- ANNE WILSON SCHAEF </span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 138%; margin-bottom: 0cm; margin-right: 0.05cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Dugo sam tražila mir u njoj, a onda sam shvatila da ga moram pronaći u sebi. Tada kada sam mislila da će mi srce iskočiti van od užasa, kada sam osjećala kao da će sve moje emocije i utisci eruptirati poput vulkana, kada sam sve osjećala trostruko, ona je zapravo pogoršavala moje stanje. Ipak, ljubav s M. Bila je potpuno drugačija od svih mojih odnosa prije. Bile smo ljubavnice, sestre i prijateljice sve u jednom. Ono što ju također razlikuje od svih prije je to što me nikad nitko nije zaustavljao dok sam odlazila. I koliko god je ona katalizirala moje ludilo, nitko me nikad nije toliko puta vraćao nazad. A dok bih odlazila izgledalo je gotovo kao u filmovima katastrofe – ja odlazim sa svojim biciklom, ona baca ključeve u krošnju drveta, lišće pada po svuda toliko gusto da u tren oka cijela ulica biva ispunjenom. Baš kao u filmovima katastrofe kada u zadnjoj sceni sve gori, a glavni likovi odlaze, samo što s njom nikad nije zadnja scena.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhS0_WnrCgWEPCvHa14QfH3uYhWExmiduu-rPsYXm-6YBLWSAYXkyN0fMmnLu4spf2hjZt9vfFdGOvkjhquQHkTYERP3IUMEPO82psZzWjvJFaGDWBpQAvHXLcUSE40Txv7Gm9jDI4zRRo/s1600/55a23b46b636fe1159e53e994121bd45.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhS0_WnrCgWEPCvHa14QfH3uYhWExmiduu-rPsYXm-6YBLWSAYXkyN0fMmnLu4spf2hjZt9vfFdGOvkjhquQHkTYERP3IUMEPO82psZzWjvJFaGDWBpQAvHXLcUSE40Txv7Gm9jDI4zRRo/s640/55a23b46b636fe1159e53e994121bd45.jpg" width="515" /></a></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><b>O želji</b></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">'Desire is the ultimate sating of our emotions, the one that answers no false prejudice, no gender difference. A satisfied desire can justify any means to obtain it. Our desires are an allegory of our lives, of our freedom. </span></span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large; line-height: 0.53cm;">And in this context, sex and all its adornments can become in moments one of our most visceral acts, where our feelings may be at their most honest, where we may lose control and get carried away by the simple need to feel free, alive"</span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large; line-height: 0.53cm;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large; line-height: 0.53cm;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">biti u ljubavnoj vezi ili bilo kojoj vezi s nekim ljudima protivi se mom biću, svemu onome što ja jesam </span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;">biti odgovoran/odgovorna biti racionalan/racionalna do te mjere da odeš od objekta svoje čežnje kako ne bi bio/bila povrijeđena</span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.53cm; margin-bottom: 0.26cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">"hiperseksualna si, sve je to izražavanje tvoje seksualnosti"/trenutačno sam aseksualna, to mi sasvim odgovara/moram prvo dovesti život u red...jesam li se možda iživjela u tom smislu?</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.53cm; margin-bottom: 0.26cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg1rLo5ooIkKsLYF0gjVEAh8OE43B1j1suXWqVnLp1kflEzAJaKzm5uud-mTu9c731RnMkzzvs3sXb3GYWWbimMP3p05wQeFLNpnM9SUSmu1y64xR_SAOk-Eg7mT9ZXPSohJaBuzDMmDw4/s1600/55e1e30d6caa72074aaee3979600fc9b.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg1rLo5ooIkKsLYF0gjVEAh8OE43B1j1suXWqVnLp1kflEzAJaKzm5uud-mTu9c731RnMkzzvs3sXb3GYWWbimMP3p05wQeFLNpnM9SUSmu1y64xR_SAOk-Eg7mT9ZXPSohJaBuzDMmDw4/s640/55e1e30d6caa72074aaee3979600fc9b.jpg" width="426" /></a></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.53cm; margin-bottom: 0.26cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.53cm; margin-bottom: 0.26cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="hr-HR"><b>O emocijama</b></span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="hr-HR"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="hr-HR">Muškarci smiju pokazivati osjećaje samo ako su ljuti.</span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="hr-HR"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>O prijateljstvu</b></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Kada me Bea napustila pomislila sam: Možda prijateljstvo može opstati samo prešućivanjem? Osjećala sam da odlazi...ili se odnosi jednostavno istroše?</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #3e454c;">"Sad vidim da imaš jedan destruktivni obrazac u kojem si ti žrtva navodno", rekla mi je.</span><span style="color: #222222;"> </span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #222222; font-size: large;"><b>O odrastanju</b></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #222222; font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><em><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-style: normal;">Ja sam kćerka svog oca.</span></span></span></em></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><em><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><br /></span></span></span></em></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><b>Negdje sam čitala: </b></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Zašto je ubojici normalno da ubija? Zato što su mu neuroni zaduženi za osjećaj empatije ili čega već mrtvi, ali mogu se probuditi, znanost je nedavno dokazala.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="hr-HR">Upitali su jednu liječnicu da li bi odabrala revoluciju ili obitelj, odgovorila je revoluciju jer želi dostojanstvo za svoje kćeri.</span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="hr-HR"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj76MpVgUGAv-AI3J-PrVQJebak86AlU8KWrxHf684rluQ2fA5QrCUaxXeapOyt_S2epvfHF23NjDIs7A2oGlLUVAyNMOZu2oAXDsh97IlTD1dauheHs5N30EAcdLN1Ul_0iqWI0n5uLAQ/s1600/tumblr_nn2if2PGP41r5s8dro1_1280.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="626" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj76MpVgUGAv-AI3J-PrVQJebak86AlU8KWrxHf684rluQ2fA5QrCUaxXeapOyt_S2epvfHF23NjDIs7A2oGlLUVAyNMOZu2oAXDsh97IlTD1dauheHs5N30EAcdLN1Ul_0iqWI0n5uLAQ/s640/tumblr_nn2if2PGP41r5s8dro1_1280.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><b><br /></b></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 115%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm; padding: 0cm;"></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="hr-HR"><b>O licemjerju</b></span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Ljudska priroda je da se hranimo nad tuđim lošim, jer na ta način uzdižemo sebe (Gle kako je on/ona u kurcu, naspram njega/nje ja sam super)</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Kada bi si pričali samo lijepe stvari, lagani bi jedni drugima u lice.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">"Onaj koji danas vidi samo gromače u mojoj umjetnosti ne osjeća je, isto tako kao ni onaj koji ne vidi ni to" Oton Gliha</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><ul> <div align="LEFT" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 138%; margin-bottom: 0cm; margin-right: 1.32cm; padding: 0cm;"></div><div align="LEFT" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.4cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; margin-right: 0.13cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">"Moraš se naviknuti da ćeš uvijek nekom ići na kurac. Ali se isto tak navikneš da će te ljudi bez razloga obožavati. Downside i ono na kaj se nikad ne navikneš je da će svi od tebe imati abnormalno visoka očekivanja, što se svega tiče"</span></span></span></div></ul><div align="LEFT" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.4cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; margin-right: 0.13cm; padding: 0cm;"><br /></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Nacija je apstraktan pojam, a sve je laž:</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">farmaceuti truju, a trebali bi naš liječiti</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">policija nas nadzire, a trebala bi nas čuvati</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">vojska proizvodi novac, a trebala bi širiti mir</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Crkva dodatno ispire mozak</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Živimo u ciničnom svijetu u kojem se svaka iskrenost ismijava.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">I revolt because i can not breathe.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div align="LEFT" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.4cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; margin-right: 0.13cm; padding: 0cm;"></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">PRIHVATITI SEBE</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXaGFwMpQ8yKf7GoC6gsVHOH1ptTEV0TiphJ3l7IWXeadyBH-cesRQRsdM1T0CX6gMAdcmPNTvFNvfZKMp2PqIhS9J7dJH-ihTrtteZijQ-WEQrtqCgCZm2NdJe6pBwQ1bLMAJpm1oL94/s1600/de2f1575ff515500866ec4be88b6a2a0.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXaGFwMpQ8yKf7GoC6gsVHOH1ptTEV0TiphJ3l7IWXeadyBH-cesRQRsdM1T0CX6gMAdcmPNTvFNvfZKMp2PqIhS9J7dJH-ihTrtteZijQ-WEQrtqCgCZm2NdJe6pBwQ1bLMAJpm1oL94/s640/de2f1575ff515500866ec4be88b6a2a0.jpg" width="435" /></a></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><b>O pisanju</b></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="color: #333333;"><em>“</em><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><em><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;"><i>There is no such thing as a moral or an immoral book. Books are well written, or badly written. That is all.”</i></span></span></em><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">—Oscar Wilde </span></span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><em><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">"The good writer seems to be writing about himself, but has his eye always on that thread of the Universe which runs through himself and all things.”</span></span></em><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: medium;">―Ralph Waldo Emerson </span></span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><br /></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><br /></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;"><span style="color: #141823;">"So create at least one monster. Scare people with it. Shake them out of their too-comfortable comfort zones. Have the courage of the artist. Her courage is the ability to swallow the status quo and create new forms of perceiving. Like Banksy brilliantly tagged: Art should comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable”.</span> </span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><br /></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><br /></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;">"I feel that there has to be a purpose to what we do. If there was no hope at all, we should just sleep or drink and wait for death. But we don’t want to do that. And why? I think something tells us that we should struggle. We don’t really know why we should struggle, but we do, because we think it’s better than sitting down and waiting for calamity. So that’s my sense of the meaning of life. That’s really how I would put it, that we struggle, and because we struggle, that struggle has to be told, the story of that struggle has to be conveyed to another generation. You have struggle and story, and these two are quite enough for me" Chinua Achebe o smislu života i pisanju</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><br /></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><br /></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: 15pt;">"It is only through labor and painful effort, by grim energy and resolute courage, that we move on to better things".</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0R-1ynJ7l86XEcdR5bGU8oIx7QfHF_X_WFPI23nvhCcPPAzE-t3YaPzrvw3VnVn29dFbcL-foObHxgQhN6hI9KlvRx27fRa1vaMGKZ50Re8qjF_B4fWisJIpQ9OxPeDCpYrxkoi0f5m0/s1600/cf934fdb7764f001c4792ad17b2064c2.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0R-1ynJ7l86XEcdR5bGU8oIx7QfHF_X_WFPI23nvhCcPPAzE-t3YaPzrvw3VnVn29dFbcL-foObHxgQhN6hI9KlvRx27fRa1vaMGKZ50Re8qjF_B4fWisJIpQ9OxPeDCpYrxkoi0f5m0/s640/cf934fdb7764f001c4792ad17b2064c2.jpg" width="428" /></a></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="hr-HR"><b><br /></b></span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span lang="hr-HR"><b>O tijelu</b></span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="color: #333333; font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span lang="hr-HR">"Tijelo je najnormalnija stvar.</span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "helvetica" , "arial" , "lucida grande" , "tahoma" , "verdana" , "arial" , sans-serif;"><span lang="hr-HR"></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span lang="hr-HR">Ja imam tijelo, ti imaš tijelo. Naši roditelji imaju tijelo. Ima ga i žena pauk. Nikad nećeš dobiti erekciju (vlažiti se) samo na tijelo. U tome je i čitav problem. U mozak nam je ugrađena ideja da je ljepota dovoljna za orgazam. A mozak? A duh? Čemu onda sve te žene žele biti lijepe kada muškarcima to nije dovoljno</span></span></span><span style="color: #3b5998;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span lang="hr-HR">".</span></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiW040a94Zqzl-HTz_EHYoKXe5vg2QVpjmAj-sEpXD-M1UtZ01oqH8bjft9BNROZbg5EuUTWAhgyx1nOLZqcQIoGkMW2D0AS3_HsV0EAsJJuitL9XGv5OyBF94A2Wt_bUM8V65zr1ATgF4/s1600/9390768607c9cfd61c017d77e574b5e6.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiW040a94Zqzl-HTz_EHYoKXe5vg2QVpjmAj-sEpXD-M1UtZ01oqH8bjft9BNROZbg5EuUTWAhgyx1nOLZqcQIoGkMW2D0AS3_HsV0EAsJJuitL9XGv5OyBF94A2Wt_bUM8V65zr1ATgF4/s1600/9390768607c9cfd61c017d77e574b5e6.jpg" /></a></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">"Ako ćemo već gledati religijski što se tiče gej - ne gej, prirodno - ne prirodno, onda možemo početi od toga da je ovo tijelo samo ljuštura za dušu, ja sam duša u nekom tijelu, sasvim je nebitno u kojem - muško ili žensko, duše se privlače".</span></span></span></span></div><div align="LEFT" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 138%; margin-bottom: 0cm; margin-right: 1.32cm; margin-top: 0.26cm; padding: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><ul> <div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 138%; margin-bottom: 0cm; margin-right: 0.05cm; padding: 0cm; page-break-before: auto;"></div></ul><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>Photos by Pinterest</b></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><br /></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="margin-bottom: 0cm;"><br /></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><br /></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" lang="hr-HR" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><br /></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="border: none; line-height: 0.64cm; margin-bottom: 0cm; padding: 0cm;"><br /></div></div></div>

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<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqroaFScM2AFKg284XQcl5p39Xj6PKvSLLqw9NA-p4UOk9cEoyptSA0JiDC2cPREN4a8A81U0bNe0LNdngO_FYRZtMPhMbkfaY4gnI5_1Gugc8U-u2TtiQE6IYR1rd6OogxSLR6MhfuKQ/s1600/fashion56_stor.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgqroaFScM2AFKg284XQcl5p39Xj6PKvSLLqw9NA-p4UOk9cEoyptSA0JiDC2cPREN4a8A81U0bNe0LNdngO_FYRZtMPhMbkfaY4gnI5_1Gugc8U-u2TtiQE6IYR1rd6OogxSLR6MhfuKQ/s1600/fashion56_stor.jpg" width="486" /></a></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b><br /></b></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>O agresiji</b></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br />Apsolutno sam svjesna toga da agresija rađa agresiju. To dobro uviđam u onim trenucima kada podižem glas na druge, a oni mi uzvraćaju istom mjerom. Moj bijes rasplamsava njihov. Tada shvaćam da im ne mogu ništa objasniti ukoliko sam agresivna. Ipak, ne snalazim se u trenucima u kojima bih trebala udahnuti, izbrojiti do deset i mirno komunicirati. Ja vječito planem. Također, moram biti manje agresivna u svom tekstu.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 114%; margin-bottom: 0.35cm;"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>O feminzmu</b></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #141823;">“</span><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">Nije do feminizma srećo. U tome i jest problem, do temeljnih civilizacijskih vrijednosti je, a nažalost i ljudskih. Feminizam dolazi poslije, onda kada dolazi do potrebe da se ono ljudsko unaprijedi, i ne samo feminizam nego i ostali</span></span><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"></span></span><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><i>izmi</i></span></span><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">,</span></span><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"></span></span><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><i>finetuning</i></span></span><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"></span></span><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">čovjeka. A ove kretenoide bih educirao s nekoliko stotina tomahawk projektila. Znaš ono kada nešto pišeš, kada pišeš neki tekst pa sjebeš nešto u tekstu pa moraš obrisati? Tako bih ja takvu ekipu obrisao s lica zemlje, dosta je bilo drugih šansi i zajebancije.”, kaže B.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Tako i ja mislim da su neke ljudske egzistencije suvišne i nepotrebne, budući da iste ne doprinose evoluciji i urednom i zdravom funkcioniranju društva. Ili je to sve stvar yina i yanga? Mora postojati dobro i loše?</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">B. ima i stav da si pravi antifašist onda kada si u stanju živjeti u miru sa svima, i skinjarama, i fašistima, i komunistima, i boli kojim</span></span><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"></span></span><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><i>istima</i></span></span><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">. Ja pak ne mogu prijeći preko nasilja određenih</span></span><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"></span></span><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><i>ista</i></span></span><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">. U tom pogledu shvaćam i problem muške mizoginije. Naime, muškarci nisu rođeni s mržnjom prema ženama, muškarce se uči mizoginiji. To, ih doduše ne opravdava!</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><h5 align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #555555;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">JEAN RHYS TEŠKO SE MOŽE SMATRATI FEMINISTICOM, NO NJEZINI PRIKAZI ŽENA TOG VREMENA TOLIKO SU PRODORNI I JASNI, DA SU UZNEMIRUJUĆI I DANAS.</span></span></span></h5><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 137%;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #555555;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">Ella Gray, Ella Langlet, Jean Rhys, Mrs Hamer imena su koja je koristila dok je život provodila na rubu provalije, stalno u težnji da pronađe muškarca koji će ju povući na sigurno, luksuzno mjesto o kakvom je sanjala. Njezina biografkinja</span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"></span></span><a href="about:blank"><span style="color: black;"><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><b>Carole Angier</b></span></span></span></a><span style="color: #555555;"> </span><span style="color: #555555;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">zapisala je:</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 137%; margin-bottom: 0.5cm; margin-left: 2.06cm; margin-right: 2.06cm;"><span style="color: #555555;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">"Njezina prošlost ju je razdirala, pa je morala pisati o njoj. Zatim ju je razdiralo to pisanje. Morala je piti da bi pisala, morala je piti da bi živjela."</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 137%;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #555555;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">Iz tog nereda proizašla je serija začudno lucidnih romana (</span></span><a href="about:blank"><span style="color: black;"><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">Quartet</span></span></span></a><span style="color: #555555;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">, </span></span><a href="about:blank"><span style="color: black;"><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">After Leaving Mr Mackenzie</span></span></span></a><span style="color: #555555;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">, </span></span><a href="about:blank"><span style="color: black;"><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">Voyage in the Dark</span></span></span></a><span style="color: #555555;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">) o otuđenoj ženi, izgubljenoj između mondenog Londona i Pariza.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 137%;"><span style="color: #555555;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Njezine knjige govore o depresiji i samoći, ali i novcu, snobizmu i pitanjima klase. Ona brutalno opisuje svijet u kojem ne postoji sigurnosna mreža za ženu koja je sama i koja stari, ostajući bez jedinog pouzdanog oružja.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">"Ovih dana ( učim ali ) proganja me više nego inače misao kako su se žene generalno sjebale vjerujući da su stvarno napokon emancipirane.<br />Mi vjerujemo da si nešto uzimamo. Mi vjerujemo da mi u ovom društvu stvarno nešto biramo.<br />A likovi su jedva dočekali emancipaciju među plahtama, jer sad mogu biti neodgovorni, budući da i ona vjeruje da ne želi obavezu jer je to kul osobina emancipirane žene.<br />A u njoj kipi nezadovoljstvo, nešto iznutra vrišti da ona ide protiv svoje prirode. Pa ponekad emancipacijom zovemo jednu podmuklu situaciju - laganje samima sebi. Naime, sad žene nisu samo otirači, već su emancipirani otirači. Fensi. Ne mo'š se ti emancipirati krećući se u pećinskoj razini svijesti. Ne-i-de. Možeš samo uhvatiti iluziju da si slobodna.<br />No istina jest da svaka tvoja emancipirana radnja ima odjek u mutnoj patrijarhalno-vjerskoj konstelaciji odnosa.......<br />Žena opet ne dobiva svoje mjesto pod kapitalističkim suncem.<br />Jer tko se ikad u povijesti odrekao privilegirane pozicije? I ne, ravnopravnost bića si ipak ne uspijevamo uzeti, kojim god se metodama feministički pokreti služili. Moć je tako muški princip. Ljubav je ženski.<br />Od malih nogu dečki mrze ženu u sebi, a curice glorificiraju muškarca u sebi.<br />Pitam li se pitam tko ima višestruku prednost? I možda je još i gore sad, unatoč nasilno proširenom "pravu" žene na normalan ljudski život (prije 100 godina bih samo zbog ovog texta snosila grde posljedice, imagine that.....damn it, prije 100g, obzirom da ne dolazim iz plemićke obitelji, bila bih nepismena i neobrazovana i bez (ikakvog) prava glasa, uostalom već bi me sa 16 otac prodao nekom mužu za neku siću......) Zbog teorije koja se totalno rasipa u praksi, ona vjeruje da je slobodna,<br />dok je istovremeno uvjetovana i rastrgana sa svih strana.<br />I muškarac ju nikad nije više iskorištavao.<br />jer ona je slobodna i sama si bira i sve si je sama kriva......" Maja</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhctSe-gsgIVzuXcxc6Uib0oRSF1k2uySpZKKX2g_b1vHD3mv9m9LH8o3n2jmzFyVODC2yocL3CvWF7xGYPmE_QwrCopSJMQCJI1jSZ0sV7-stIF_7WEtm1OjWXhXegEXaZJCrv_eZ6-6I/s1600/Alison-Scarpulla-Photography-25-600x396.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="420" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhctSe-gsgIVzuXcxc6Uib0oRSF1k2uySpZKKX2g_b1vHD3mv9m9LH8o3n2jmzFyVODC2yocL3CvWF7xGYPmE_QwrCopSJMQCJI1jSZ0sV7-stIF_7WEtm1OjWXhXegEXaZJCrv_eZ6-6I/s1600/Alison-Scarpulla-Photography-25-600x396.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm; margin-left: 1.03cm; margin-right: 0.11cm;"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>O smislu života</b></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">"Man cannot stand a meaningless life."</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 118%; margin-bottom: 0cm; margin-top: 0.16cm;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Carl Jung</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 118%; margin-bottom: 0cm; margin-top: 0.16cm;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Opsjednuta sam pitanjem što će biti sutra/što ću napraviti od sebe, tu leži korijen moje anksioznosti.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 137%;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">"Upravo sjedim u karijoli i čekam hranu neku - prvu danas. Vjetarac pirka, pijem pivo i osjećam kaos kako lurka</span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">."</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 137%;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEixj0Z8ukbly38mqE4h9_FuV42lbSoFdv_d1ziI5d0l-Tt8RcfPm9yPETGcjfRJ-TGaZ1n1hdyRmfMpt2xpVXp3utWKxzZSEuooBYAqvINGGg9GdHvl4SrL6b8ftpiIpvUBzjjQRgoLIoQ/s1600/5259721339_15967fb36e_z.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="420" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEixj0Z8ukbly38mqE4h9_FuV42lbSoFdv_d1ziI5d0l-Tt8RcfPm9yPETGcjfRJ-TGaZ1n1hdyRmfMpt2xpVXp3utWKxzZSEuooBYAqvINGGg9GdHvl4SrL6b8ftpiIpvUBzjjQRgoLIoQ/s1600/5259721339_15967fb36e_z.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 137%;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>O  lezbijstvu</b></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Moja psihoterapeutkinja, teta D. misli kako je moje lezbijstvo produkt zatiranja moje seksualnosti od strane mojih roditelja. Prijatelji pak smatraju da je ono samo faza ili pak prolazna zanesenost pičkom kao objektom o kojem  pišem. Ja  znam da sam silovala samu sebe u odnosima s muškarcima. I osjećam neopisivu lakoću spoznajom da postoji more mogućih solucija u mojim životnim odabirima. Moja majka uvijek je govorila: "Ti ćeš završiti fakultet, naći posao, udati se i roditi dijete!". Mrzila sam taj scenarij još kao dijete, iako tad još nisam shvaćala zašto mi taj koncept toliko smeta. Nesposobna da ikad dosegnem taj ideal jer nisam ta žena, bila sam uvjerena kako sa mnom nešto nije u redu. Sada znam da postoje mnoge opcije: veza sa ženom, život sa ženom stvaranje sa ženom, odgoj djece sa ženom i konačno starenje sa ženom. Osjećaj olakšanja je neopisiv.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Lezbijke imaju veći kurac od frajera.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">Pitaju me jesam li</span></span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"></span></span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><i>bi</i></span></span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"></span></span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">ili</span></span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"></span></span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><i>lez</i></span></span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">. Ja to ovako gledam: "Što se tiče ljubavi: Ja želim ljubav, ljubav nema veze sa spolnim organima.". Što se tiče seksa: Seksualnost je fluidna. Stoga, ne bih se deklarirala niti kao</span></span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"></span></span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><i>bi</i></span></span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"></span></span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">niti kao</span></span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"></span></span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><i>lez</i></span></span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>O pički</b></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Ljudi ne žele čuti riječ pička jer kada čuju riječ pička razmišljaju o vlažnoj pički, a ljudi ne žele razmišljati o vlažnoj pički već o vlažnom križu.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhk8VbYhx9Ev66uNb8LutKSx2iOo6-6NXZTYDya6QODKntqYOAg-5ZxaeikYmRpa-qhEmyTSkuafFJeqB0Uovc6pc4vS848MGHjmcM3SljPctb7cqF4146l2oCd5BDrrsVUf4UclU6EerY/s1600/photography-by-alison-scarpulla-part3-10.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="414" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhk8VbYhx9Ev66uNb8LutKSx2iOo6-6NXZTYDya6QODKntqYOAg-5ZxaeikYmRpa-qhEmyTSkuafFJeqB0Uovc6pc4vS848MGHjmcM3SljPctb7cqF4146l2oCd5BDrrsVUf4UclU6EerY/s1600/photography-by-alison-scarpulla-part3-10.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>O sutra</b></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">If today was perfect there would be no need for tomorrow.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%; margin-bottom: 0cm;"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>O ljubavi</b></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">First — if you are in love — that’s a good thing — that’s about the best thing that can happen to anyone. Don’t let anyone make it small or light to you.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Second — There are several kinds of love. One is a selfish, mean, grasping, egotistical thing which uses love for self-importance. This is the ugly and crippling kind. The other is an outpouring of everything good in you — of kindness and consideration and respect — not only the social respect of manners but the greater respect which is recognition of another person as unique and valuable. The first kind can make you sick and small and weak but the second can release in you strength, and courage and goodness and even wisdom you didn’t know you had.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">You say this is not puppy love. If you feel so deeply — of course it isn’t puppy love.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">But I don’t think you were asking me what you feel. You know better than anyone. What you wanted me to help you with is what to do about it — and that I can tell you.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Glory in it for one thing and be very glad and grateful for it.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">The object of love is the best and most beautiful. Try to live up to it.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">If you love someone — there is no possible harm in saying so — only you must remember that some people are very shy and sometimes the saying must take that shyness into consideration.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Girls have a way of knowing or feeling what you feel, but they usually like to hear it also.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">It sometimes happens that what you feel is not returned for one reason or another — but that does not make your feeling less valuable and good.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Lastly, I know your feeling because I have it and I’m glad you have it.</span></span></span></div><h2 align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><a href="http://www.brainpickings.org/index.php/2012/01/12/john-steinbeck-on-love-1958/"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">John Steinbeck on Falling in Love: A 1958 Letter</span></span></span></span></span></a></h2><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 168%; margin-bottom: 0.74cm; margin-left: 0.53cm;"><span style="color: #151515; font-size: large;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">“<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">You’ve got to work on it. It is a precious gift, and it’s a plant, and you’ve got to look after it and water it.”</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm;"><span style="color: #333333; font-size: large;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;">“<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">A dream you dream alone may be a dream, but a dream two people dream together is a reality,”</span></span></span></div><h2 align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm; margin-top: 0cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><a href="http://www.brainpickings.org/index.php/2014/04/25/john-lennon-yoko-ono-love-interview/"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><i><span style="font-weight: normal;">John Lennon and Yoko Ono on Lov</span></i></span></span></span></a><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">e</span></span></span></span></h2><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen="allowfullscreen" frameborder="0" height="266" mozallowfullscreen="mozallowfullscreen" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/DmvmnYEy9NY?feature=player_embedded" webkitallowfullscreen="webkitallowfullscreen" width="320"></iframe></div><br /></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #151515;">“</span><span style="color: #151515;"><span style="font-family: Verdana;">Love is being happy knowing that she’s happy… but that isn’t so easy.”</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm; margin-left: 1cm; margin-right: 1cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">"...Fantasy love is much better than reality love. Never doing it is very exciting. The most exciting attractions are between two opposites that never meet.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm; margin-left: 1cm; margin-right: 1cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">...People’s fantasies are what give them problems. If you didn’t have fantasies you wouldn’t have problems because you’d just take whatever was there. But then you wouldn’t have romance, because romance is finding your fantasy in people who don’t have it.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">....</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm; margin-left: 1cm; margin-right: 1cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">It’s safe to say that most sex involves some form of nostalgia for something.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm; margin-left: 1cm; margin-right: 1cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Sex is a nostalgia for when you used to want it, sometimes.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm; margin-left: 1cm; margin-right: 1cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Sex is nostalgia for sex."</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #3e454c; font-size: large;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"> <span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">Andy Warhol</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">"..is to assume that love and sex always go together… And probably the greatest problem for human beings is that they just don’t.”</span></span><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"></span></span><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">Susan Sontag</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">"If those whom we begin to love could know us as we were before meeting them … they could perceive what they have made of us." Albert Camus</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;">“</span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">Without the sense of fellowship with men of like mind,” </span></span><a href="http://www.brainpickings.org/index.php/2012/03/19/einstein-on-kindness/"><span style="color: #1c1c1c;"><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">Einstein wrote</span></span></span></a><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">, “life would have seemed to me empty.”</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">"Only a fool trips over what's behind them."</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">"Who we are and who we become depends, in part, on whom we love.</span></span><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">"</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">"Real, honest, complete love requires letting go."</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Toliko želimo vidjeti ono najbolje u voljenima, dok neki od njih samo žele ostati u kaljuži, daleko od onih vrhunskih osobe u koje bih voljela da se pretvore.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Pristajemo na ono što nam partner/ica nudi, čak i kada su to mrvice.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">Mislim da bi u ovoj situaciji bilo najbolje da sam sama, da nisam u vezi. "Zašto onda nisi sama?", pitala me teta D. "Voljela bih biti sama, najbolja sam si kada sam sama. Tada sam ona prava</span></span><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"></span></span><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><i>ja,</i></span></span><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"></span></span><span style="color: #141823;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">ali prelako padam na slatke riječi, lako se zaljubljujem, uvijek netko dolazi uzeti dio mene, a ja sam nemoćna da se oduprem!", objasnila sam. "To je kao kada osoba koja ima problema s težinom kaže da ne može prestati jesti. Nije li iluzorno govoriti da želiš otići na dijetu, a u isto vrijeme uživati u cijeloj kutiji keksa ili pak cijeloj čokoladi? Onda uživaj u svojoj slabosti bez žaljenja!", rekla je D. </span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Iz knjige A General Theory of Love: “Ako je empirizam neplodan i nepotpun, a impresionističko nagađanje ne vodi nigdje i vodi svugdje, kakvu nadu možemo polagati na razumijevanja ljudskog srca? Prema riječima Vladimira Nabokova, znanost ne može postojati bez mašte i umjetnost ne može postojati bez činjenica. Ljubav proizlazi iz mozga; a mozak je tjelesan te je samim time i  predmet za znanstveni diskurs kao što su i krastavac ili kemija. Ali ljubav neminovno sudjeluje u osobnom i subjektivnom, pa tako je možemo staviti u staklenku za ubijanje i zabiti njena krila za karton kao što lepidopterist može učiniti prizmatičnom leptiru. Unatoč tome što nas znanost uči, samo delikatna mješavina dokaza i intuicije može dati najvjerniji pogled na emocionalan um. Poskliznuti između dvojne opasnosti od praznog redukcionizma i neutemeljenih lakovjernosti, moramo balansirati između poštivanja dokaza i sklonosti za nedokazanim i nedokazivim. Zdrav razum moramo kombinirati u jednakoj mjeri s maštovitim letom i averzijom prema ortodoksnom."</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNFuWR3cyVWqLSWP0uavukv2eJJ-pbcmTaIQY4H1Deuwbz3ixWZMGPFrUAn3YYTzb9z9eObAkWaOXfyclOYSz8LqtmlhMuFARuLcPagVvWnShFi0Wn7X-naYKMXwA6jn8afBXJgcqGuMo/s1600/alison-scarpulla-1354909052_b.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="430" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhNFuWR3cyVWqLSWP0uavukv2eJJ-pbcmTaIQY4H1Deuwbz3ixWZMGPFrUAn3YYTzb9z9eObAkWaOXfyclOYSz8LqtmlhMuFARuLcPagVvWnShFi0Wn7X-naYKMXwA6jn8afBXJgcqGuMo/s1600/alison-scarpulla-1354909052_b.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.48cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">..Prvi filmski poljubac zaprepastio je, ali i oduševio publiku kada se pojavio na kino platnu 1896. Ali zašto, točno, mi toliko volimo ljubljenje, zašto baš na ovaj način dotičemo tuđe tijelo? Znanstvenici ističu sljedeće razloge:</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm; margin-right: 1cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">1. Vid - pogled nam pada prvenstveno na usta, usne su u ljudskoj vrsti izbočene i time prizivaju pogled, a istraživanja su pokazala da će 8 od 10 žena na usta nanijeti crveni ruž kako bi bile privlačnije, dok muškarci kažu kako ih više privlače crvenije, punije usne.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm; margin-right: 1cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Možemo ući i u priču o praiskonskom i govoriti o plodnosti i kako su se ljudi u svojoj evoluciji budući da su počeli hodati na dvije noge i stajati ravno, morali fokusirani na prednje dijelove tijela kao pokazatelje plodnosti.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm; margin-right: 1cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">2. Ljubljenje nas podsjeća na sisanje majčine dojke koju svi podsvjesno pamtimo kao iznimno ugodno iskustvo tijekom kojeg se otpušta hormon oksitocin koji je iznimno bitan za razvitak bliskosti, a i sami naši mišići u ustima napravljeni su tako da možemo napućiti usne.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm; margin-right: 1cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">3. U priču se upliće i nos, organ mirisa, miris nam daje informacije o zdravlju partnera kao i potencijalnoj fertilnosti, možemo doslovno namirisati svoj genetski match, kao da kroz poljubac testiramo da li je to zaista najbolji partner za nas</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm; margin-right: 1cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">4 Usta - osjetljiva kakva jesu u naš mozak šalju informacije koje rezultiraju spektrom emocija i doživljaja.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm; margin-right: 1cm;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">5. Hormoni-  dopamin + endorfini + kortizol</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm; margin-right: 1cm;"><span style="color: #545454;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Dopamin je neurotransmiter u mozgu. Kemijski je vrlo sličan adrenalinu</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm; margin-right: 1cm;"><span style="color: #545454;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Endorfini su vrsta enzima i neuroprijenosnika koji nastaju u hipotalamusu. Slični su opijatima</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm; margin-right: 1cm;"><span style="color: #545454;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Ljubljnjem se snižava kortozol koji inače uzrokuje stres.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm; margin-right: 1cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #545454;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">6. Intimnost – poljubac je</span></span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"></span></span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">intimniji od seksa, istraživanja pokazuju da je više ljudi zapamtilo prvi poljubac neko prvi seks</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 131%; margin-bottom: 0.42cm; margin-right: 1cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>O prijateljstvu</b></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #151515;">“</span><span style="color: #151515;"><span style="font-family: Verdana;">Friends hold a mirror up to each other; through that mirror they can see each other in ways that would not otherwise be accessible to them, and it is this mirroring that helps them improve themselves as persons.”</span></span><span style="color: #333333;"> </span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">Aristotel</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 168%; margin-bottom: 0.74cm;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #151515;">“</span><span style="color: #151515;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">You’re never just a spectator: unless you put a stop to it, you’re a participant</span></span><span style="color: #151515;"><span style="font-family: Verdana;"><i>.</i></span></span><span style="color: #151515;">”</span><span style="color: black;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"></span></span><a href="http://www.brainpickings.org/2014/08/14/barbara-walters-on-gossip/"><span style="color: #1c1c1c;"><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">Barbara Walters on Gossip</span></span></span></a></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQ2V0cK6lR6sC9Qa-YHPoyvVcD3lVUmVOld2W9PoSujTPKgxxiTZkoygKbmncR3wQPlanHjO3N_A9U9XbwWMWDs9yIexWnaXegQOCTxs64cUrspWQMv1KKggDr2htA8VlGJYU-cPXs1LY/s1600/scarpulla-9.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="426" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQ2V0cK6lR6sC9Qa-YHPoyvVcD3lVUmVOld2W9PoSujTPKgxxiTZkoygKbmncR3wQPlanHjO3N_A9U9XbwWMWDs9yIexWnaXegQOCTxs64cUrspWQMv1KKggDr2htA8VlGJYU-cPXs1LY/s1600/scarpulla-9.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>O tuzi</b></span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">..</span></span><a href="http://www.brainpickings.org/index.php/2013/11/07/albert-camus-notebooks-happiness/"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial;"></span></span></span></a><a href="http://www.brainpickings.org/index.php/2013/11/07/albert-camus-notebooks-happiness/"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="text-decoration: none;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">unhappiness, and our self-imposed prisons</span></span></span></a><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">- potpuno sam svjesna da sama stvaram svoje zidove</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Kakvo god da moje ponašanje jest, ono je samo poziv u pomoć. Tako malo ljudi shvaća da je ta djevojka takva samo zato jer je nešto muči toliko duboko, snažno i intenzivno. Prije nego me se osudi voljela bih da mi se savjetuje za kojim alatima da posegnem kako bi mi bilo bolje, kako bih bila ona vrhunska osoba i pisac kojem težim.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Odlučila sam raskinuti s tetom D. Moj psiholog ne može tvrditi da je: a) lezbijstvo bolest b) da je pisanje o seksu bolest i c) da je feminizam nepotreban d) tražiti isprike za mizoginiju. Potražiti ću pomoć drugdje. "Ja sam sigurna da postoji način kak da smanjiš napadaje i izađeš iz anksioznosti bez da moraš izgubit pregolemi dio svoje osobnosti.", rekla mi je S.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Ja trebam pomoć jer: a) ne mogu više izdržati besane noći i spavanja od 2 sata/ potpunu beskorisnost preko dana od teškog umora</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">b) anskioznost svake sekunde</span></span></span></div><ol> <div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; line-height: 100%; page-break-before: auto;"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">c) depresiju</span></span></span></div></ol><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">d) napadje plača i panike</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">e) potpuno zatvaranje u sebe/odricanje od drugih</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #3e454c;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">f) gubljenje sebe</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;">“</span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">The most spiritual men, as the strongest, find their happiness where others would find their destruction: in the labyrinth, in hardness against themselves and others, in experiments. Their joy is self-conquest: asceticism becomes in them nature, need, and instinct. Difficult tasks are a privilege to them; to play with burdens that crush others, a recreation. Knowledge-a form of asceticism. They are the most venerable kind of man: that does not preclude their being the most cheerful and the kindliest. ”</span></span><span style="color: #333333;">― </span><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">Friedrich Nietzsche, The Anti-Christ</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">"Ti nisi na istoj valnoj duljini kao one zar ne?", pitao me. "Nisam. One ne vole nas otpadnike/otpatke društva, ne vole one koje ćemo nazvati čudnima. One se ne mogu nositi s tim. One su čudne onoliko koliko je potrebno da ispune neke fejk hipsterske ideale, ali sve čudnije od toga je odbojno.", odgovorila sam.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">"Ti želiš savršen život, ako nije savršen, ne želiš ga uopće!", rekao joj je.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">"Kako si danas?", pita me majka dok sjedeći za laptopom na balkonu pušim cigarete lančano. "Umjereno sam anksiozna. Odnosno, držim tu anskioznost pod kontolom, bar sada, u ovom trenutku!"</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Razmišljam o sestri Teresi Forcades. Gotovo je nemoguće da netko doživi toliki skok u spoznaji. Voljela bih kao ona doživjeti taj skok i naći potpuni mir.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">Postoje nagoni i postoji razum. U onom trenu kada nagoni i razum dolaze do sukoba mi to doživljavamo kao napadaj panike.</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;">U kamenom dobu bježali smo od bizona i tako boreći se za golu egizistenciju doživljavali ono što nazivamo stres. Danas ne bježimo od bizona, ali se i dalje borimo za golu egzistenciju. Iako su se stvari promijenile, naš mozak i naše tijelo na stres reagiraju isto. Ugrožena egistencija stvara jednak stres kao što je nekad to činio podivljali bizon. Mozak ne prepoznaje razliku. Opasnost je opasnost. U skladu s time ne treba mi nikakav psihijatar ili psiholog da mi kaže zašto sam u depresiji. Ja dobro poznajem uzroke svoje depresije -odgoj, obiteljska sklonost ka takvim stanjima, neposjedovanje posla, a kamoli onog koji zadovoljava i usrećuje, nemogućnost da vodim život koji bih trebala te nemogućnost da konzumiram sve ono što mi je nadohvat ruke, a pritom ne mislim na neke skupocjene stvari nego tek na malen stančić, vrt, večere s prijateljima, butelje finih vina za stolom, odlazak na more..</span></span></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhBNuPKDIk0SAuXHsT4WfLAGoi2C0S2hNQRN-f-BEvFtrBlIHHxGk3fkO8EA9gxpgc1O9vcHs1XbplAnCiNoP5GTEPV5XUwXYb1a7pFnaGGY8lAXZT805VPQ6Q8xXStaEBE1XQs8c53O-4/s1600/ali_scarpulla_12.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="426" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhBNuPKDIk0SAuXHsT4WfLAGoi2C0S2hNQRN-f-BEvFtrBlIHHxGk3fkO8EA9gxpgc1O9vcHs1XbplAnCiNoP5GTEPV5XUwXYb1a7pFnaGGY8lAXZT805VPQ6Q8xXStaEBE1XQs8c53O-4/s1600/ali_scarpulla_12.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><br /></span></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="line-height: 100%;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>O pisanju</b></span></span></span></div><br /><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western"><span style="font-size: large;"><br /><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;">Voljela bih biti onaj pisac koji dok piše ili radi istraživanje za svoj budući tekst, razmišlja samo o jednom, samo o tekstu koji piše. No, ovako rastresena kakva jesam, to se čini gotovo nemogućim jer čak i dok posve fokusirana tipkam, ne skidajući pogled s laptopa i posve nesvjesna svijeta oko sebe (tek u tim trenucima zaboravim da sam anksiozna i depresivna), uvijek razmišljam o još bar tri stvari. Mogu li biti kvalitetan autor na taj način?</span></span></span><br /><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><br /></span></span></span><div class="MsoNormal" style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21.7777786254883px; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;">Love C.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21.7777786254883px; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;">xoxo</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21.7777786254883px; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21.7777786254883px; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: left;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21.7777786254883px; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: left;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 21.7777786254883px; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: left;"></div><div align="JUSTIFY" class="western" style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19.6000003814697px; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 19.6000003814697px; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: left;"><div style="line-height: 21.7777786254883px; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 18.3999996185303px;"></span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 18.3999996185303px;">*</span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 18.3999996185303px;">Diaries su dio bloga koji prati život izmišljene djevojke. Svaka sličnost s pravim ljudima je slučajna.</span></span></div><div style="line-height: 21.7777786254883px; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 18.3999996185303px;"><span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="line-height: 21.7777786254883px; margin: 0px; outline: none; padding: 0px; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 18.3999996185303px;"><span style="font-size: small;">Ovi dnevnici su javni jer mi pokazuju do koje granice sam spremna ogoliti svoju dušu i tako doći do same srži svoga bića!</span></span></div></div></div></div>

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